Contemplation
For the last couple of months I haven't been very active in posting. Posting my thoughts or feelings on this blog. I actually have very mixed feelings... it is a rollercoaster ride at the moment trying to juggle many balls in the air and at the same time trying to find personal time.
There is only 6 weeks left until I complete my leadership experience in AIESEC. It will be the end of a very long journey and I still haven't finished it yet... I still want to go on my internship, to continue my cultural education.
In the end, the battle of five years has been worth it because I have grown; I have gone forward and then backward and then forward again in order to grow. I have one thought for now. There are times when you go backwards in your self-development, when you forget some fundamental things such as how to work in a team, how to build an experience rather than a job, how to put into words the learning and struggle that you must go through to achieve development.
I have gone backward. I have also found courage to realise this and try to move forward again. To build something, to encourage, to find out who I am, what prejudices hold me back. I am open-minded to critical analysis of my character. You can tell me my weaknesses and I'll be ready to listen to you, to explore with you. This is what I have learnt.
There is only 6 weeks left until I complete my leadership experience in AIESEC. It will be the end of a very long journey and I still haven't finished it yet... I still want to go on my internship, to continue my cultural education.
In the end, the battle of five years has been worth it because I have grown; I have gone forward and then backward and then forward again in order to grow. I have one thought for now. There are times when you go backwards in your self-development, when you forget some fundamental things such as how to work in a team, how to build an experience rather than a job, how to put into words the learning and struggle that you must go through to achieve development.
I have gone backward. I have also found courage to realise this and try to move forward again. To build something, to encourage, to find out who I am, what prejudices hold me back. I am open-minded to critical analysis of my character. You can tell me my weaknesses and I'll be ready to listen to you, to explore with you. This is what I have learnt.
